In Russian, the word "живот" - stomach, comes from "жизнь" - life.
Fetus stays in the womb for 9 months.
It makes a lot of sense to me now that when I have thoughts of being unable to accept life as it is now, my stomach tenses up and I can't eat.
I know that I can't sustain myself without nutrition for long.
All I have to remind myself is that life moves on.
Everything flows, over and around the rocks,
changes and eventually balances...
The minute I go outside and observe nature, I am OK!